Wednesday, January 29, 2014

Competitive Edge Racing!

 We have arrived!

I did it! I took the boys to the motocross track for practice! This was a huge event for me. Tom has been dying to practice on a real track. He desperately wants to race and the first step is getting to a real track and getting used to riding high speed with people around. I did not want to go. I don't know anything about racing or dirt bikes. I know about desert, hiking, parks, theaters, and such. So I was terrified about going to this track. About what? I'm terrified about being in the wrong place, doing the wrong thing, and people thinking I'm a fool. I know. But my boys aren't like that at all. Tom knew all about the track. He knew all the rules and regulations, how much it would cost, and how to get there. He's been riding around our area a lot and knows how to ride. And going on a weekday will limit how many people would be there with us and make it easier to start. My last hurdle was getting the bikes into the truck. I told them we couldn't go until they could get the bikes and gear in and out of the truck on their own. So they did. Twice. No more excuses. We were supposed to go last week but the bike broke down and it took time for the parts to come. But it was ready today!

I woke them up at 6am, as requested. Jake rolled over, saw the bit of light in the east and got in the shower to wake up. They had breakfast, loaded the bikes and gear, and were ready to leave at 9am. I reminded them that I was very nervous about this and that we needed to make this day as low key as possible. To me that means “Please don't argue with me if I'm uncomfortable.” It's usually where we have battles. I've tried a lot over the last 13 years to really think about what I'm uncomfortable about, or what is really making me nervous, and I'm a lot better than I used to be. But some things put me on edge and sometimes we just need to help Mom feel safe for a minute. They are the BEST at helping me! I could see a scenario coming up today and it would go like this, “I'm going over to this track!” and “I'm going to that track!” from each of them and they go in separate directions. This happened A LOT when they were little! I'd have to leave one behind. Ahh!! By the way, that didn't happen.

So we headed off across the desert to Hesperia! The guy at the gate was awesome. I told him we hadn't done this before and asked if there was anything we needed to know. He told us what tracks were best and when. He also told us we would be hooked and always want to be there. He was right. Tom rolled down his window and started asking him about the tracks. Tom directed me to the track we needed to go to because he had been looking at the maps of the place for weeks.

Ready to ride! Yes, we must have the camera on the very first ride.

Jake's looking pretty nervous.

When we got to the track, the boys unloaded the bikes and got their gear on. They were both shaking, they were so excited. The guy came by and opened the gate to the small track and watered it for us. He told us to practice there and then move up to the bigger track when we felt comfortable. Best part? He talked directly to the boys. That doesn't happen in many places and it always makes me happy to see someone talk to them about things they are doing instead of giving the instructions to me (the adult that has no interest and no idea what you're talking about).

Tom looking pretty satisfied with himself.

Jake needs to have some video of his ride too!

The smaller "Pit Bike" track.

They rode for three hours and probably could have stayed longer, but we were hungry. Jake was amazing. He has a small bike and doesn't go very fast, but he's always aware of other riders and makes it easy for them to pass. He was jumping the hills so much better by the time we left. Tom had a great time. He found it a lot harder to do than he thought it would be but he was racing a lot better and taking corners a lot faster after a few hours of practice.

Tom using every last bit of energy to get his gear off and loaded.
Note to self: save a bit for the load up at the end of the day. 

Jake lovingly putting away his precious helmet.

They were exhausted, but they got the gear packed away, and the bike loaded and tied down without a single battle. It was amazing! We stopped at In-and-Out for double doubles on the way home. They deserved it!


Best burgers and shakes ever. 
That is generally true of In-and-Out, but this time the rewards were much sweeter.

When we got home they immediately ran to tell Dad all about it. Then the downloaded the videos they made with their helmet cam. And went online to watch videos of other guys. Tom was watching one long one about tips from a pro and Jake was finding videos about how to do the “whoops” better. Now that they've been to a track they have new hooks for that information and can use it. I'm amazed at how their learning works. I'm so proud of them. They've done all this motocross stuff on their own. They find the bikes and buy them. They fix them. The watch the races and read all the blogs for tips. The watch videos and comment on them. They make their own videos. I'm just amazed. Best. Day. Ever.

Monday, January 27, 2014

Government

I've been wanting to be more involved, or a least know what's going on, in our local government for over a year now. What's holding me back is my fear of looking like a fool at the city council meetings. I just want to go and see it, not talk, or anything, but I'm too chicken to go. Why? It's so dumb.

The more I read and the more I learn, the more I find that the best thing anyone can do is be aware of what your local government is doing. We are self-governed! And that means being involved whether you find it interesting or not. The problem is that most of us have put it aside for so long that those that are in the government believe they own it and know best. The last generation of leaders begged people to stay involved but “Things are running smoothly, so why bother? I have my own life to attend to.” was our attitude. So they took care of it. Then the next generation came in and thought, “Oh, we take care of things!”, and naturally they felt they owned that position. When things get crazy and out of hand, some people complain and some start to want to be involved again. Those in power find that offensive and get defensive about what they are doing “in your best interest”, of course.

So in comes me. I want to know what's going on. I want to be self-governed. I want what we had 100 years ago that led us to the prosperity that we are still riding on the tails of. So I read. I watch. I ask questions. But I want to go to the meetings to make it real to me. But I'm too scared. Of what? That's the question I need to ask. Why am I afraid to poke my nose in things that ARE my business?

Friday, January 17, 2014

Life Is Good

Yesterday I was reminded of how much fun my boys are.

They sat and listened to Great-Grandpa's stories for three hours. They told him all about their motorcycles, books they've read, and played video games on their iPod while we talked. They comforted me when we left.


We drove through our old neighborhood, and then went to Downtown Disney to wait for Dad to finish his meeting. When we got there, I reminded them that Dad could call at any minute and we would have to leave (I was having flashbacks to when they were younger and any mention of a plan had to be adhered to). Tom says "Mom, please. I have matured." :))

We wandered around looking at things, got some candy, sat there eating it talking about how it felt like we lived there still and the desert was a dream. We looked at the hotel and compared things to our memory of them. We people watched. We marveled at cars (well they did, I don't really care about cars).

We went to pick up Dad and went out for dinner. The boys choked on the prices at El Torrito compared to our own Mexican restaurant. Tom went ga-ga over the chips and salsa. Jake almost cried at the most awesome burrito ever and several hours later remarked that he could still taste that sauce and would never forget it.

We listened to the radio and their MP3 players all the way home and sang along...loudly. We commented on the size of the moon and the traffic.

They've taken up drawing the last few nights and I can't wait for them to get up and show me what they did last night after I went to bed.